lists post 2nd Ccsvi

my voice is clearer, stronger, more crystal like!

my legs, hella' wobbily for lack of use

respond more easily ^ readily!

my mind seems sharper, more able

my core & breathing mechanism

support & sustain me, longer

I feel the inherent pliability

of me & rev for the gun!

48 hrs, no immersion

2 days of nothing 'strenuous'

2 weeks of soft training

then, 'train like an athlete!

training for life!

new

i need a new bathing suit

sounds trivial, huh?

No, I can't do it again

suffer through the humiliation and spectacle

of breasts popping out

manipulating the red stretchy fabric

to cover and catch my floating orbs

too, obscene to ignore

I wonder at my chagrin

and am set to remedy the situation

once & for all

so, I'm headed to Goodwill

well, getting dressed has

caused the rest I need to struggle through

on over to being dressed

so, simple a thing

yet I have to rest awhile yet

and wonder at buying a 2nd hand suit?!

mef 7/18/11

Conundrum of set dressing

I've been tending my package mechanically flawed as it is

changing location seemed the flaw in the life

moving through life quick as I did

married by twenty-one to an italian talented chef

'Guio' his momma explained to me on her parting call

Strife, indeed! Evictions & car repair ever the drama

Hotels, Catering, Sm, then MS

CCSVI revelation all she knew to keep going

getting up & tending the package

Realizing now, the hurts I've suffered, forgotten

lived over through and beyond

I wonder, at blue skies heaven and winged things

Singing my song, matching the flute

proving my worth, testing my mechanism

Jonathan Livingston Seagull reminds me

flight is solo and so is art

longing the attention of a connoisseur

a steward a heart invested

my plot?

MEF 7/16/11