Tuesday, December 30, 2008

when none watches

the grass still grows
so do your nails
the stories and trails
past memories distant
seeming so, near
like a lens
it distorts time
bends it
colors it

mefr 12/30/08

when none watches

Monday, December 29, 2008

help ...!

i'm SO sick. Sound hurst, light hurts ... smells hurt ... and I've been so sure i could do it alone ... and that hurts most of all --- i can't ...

i can't crinkle my nose cause that hurts from the fall ... everythime the pain goes up -- so does the nauseau -- i can't keep treack of it all ... and it hurts SO much


i did this to me :(

Sunday, December 21, 2008

seeking the stillness i discarded so, casually

so much

mom! surgeries, hospitals, love & ;life

readings, poetry, mirrors and smoke and falsehood & reality

car accidents, falls, attacks

all kinds, steroids, clash of ego's

working to keep my center

breathe kindness rest

think green meditate

i'm 40!!!! i've decided not to suffer anymore! wanna help?